Yeah... 18. Well, the thing is, in high school I was heavily into stage acting. My whole life I've wanted to be an actor, and I trained for a long time to become one. And then, you know, reality hit, and I decided that maybe I didn't want to wait tables my whole life, so I changed focus.
But regardless, being so into the entertainment industry for so long had an effect on me, so getting older feels like a death sentence. Because older = BAD when you're an actor.
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Date: 2009-07-01 03:57 am (UTC)Yeah... 18. Well, the thing is, in high school I was heavily into stage acting. My whole life I've wanted to be an actor, and I trained for a long time to become one. And then, you know, reality hit, and I decided that maybe I didn't want to wait tables my whole life, so I changed focus.
But regardless, being so into the entertainment industry for so long had an effect on me, so getting older feels like a death sentence. Because older = BAD when you're an actor.
And THAT is why I'm so neurotic ;D