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I'm much better, but I still sleep approximately 300 hours a day.

I also don't understand why I can't seem to finish any dramas recently! The thought of them (or movies, for that matter) makes me impatient. And yet I watched like, two seasons of 30 Rock in the past two days.

In general I'm feeling really restless. I get this way whenever I get my college newsletter, and read about my former classmates lives. In general I think I'm doing better than a lot of them (but that's my bias... a lot of them are married housewives, which is not my idea of success), but some of them are doing awesome things, and it makes me sad because I want to be doing awesome things too. Add into that some irritating and depressing career searches, and it's just not good. All signs point to me going to grad school (they also point to me biting the bullet, and getting an MD, but I WILL NOT DO THAT).

OMG I just found that Georgetown offers this program: " Biohazardous Threat Agents & Emerging Infectious Diseases".... totally my ideal graduate program! *cries at how expensive the program is....*

I hate not knowing what to do with my life.

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I am sacrificing watching LOST live for sleep. Possibly not the best deal ever, but I've been awake for 10 hours now. That's a lot of awake (for me).

Crap. I turned on LOST just to see what was happening, and now I won't be able to turn it off. Damn.

Peace OUT.