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uiscerosI'm much better, but I still sleep approximately 300 hours a day.
I also don't understand why I can't seem to finish any dramas recently! The thought of them (or movies, for that matter) makes me impatient. And yet I watched like, two seasons of 30 Rock in the past two days.
In general I'm feeling really restless. I get this way whenever I get my college newsletter, and read about my former classmates lives. In general I think I'm doing better than a lot of them (but that's my bias... a lot of them are married housewives, which is not my idea of success), but some of them are doing awesome things, and it makes me sad because I want to be doing awesome things too. Add into that some irritating and depressing career searches, and it's just not good. All signs point to me going to grad school (they also point to me biting the bullet, and getting an MD, but I WILL NOT DO THAT).
OMG I just found that Georgetown offers this program: " Biohazardous Threat Agents & Emerging Infectious Diseases".... totally my ideal graduate program! *cries at how expensive the program is....*
I hate not knowing what to do with my life.
I also don't understand why I can't seem to finish any dramas recently! The thought of them (or movies, for that matter) makes me impatient. And yet I watched like, two seasons of 30 Rock in the past two days.
In general I'm feeling really restless. I get this way whenever I get my college newsletter, and read about my former classmates lives. In general I think I'm doing better than a lot of them (but that's my bias... a lot of them are married housewives, which is not my idea of success), but some of them are doing awesome things, and it makes me sad because I want to be doing awesome things too. Add into that some irritating and depressing career searches, and it's just not good. All signs point to me going to grad school (they also point to me biting the bullet, and getting an MD, but I WILL NOT DO THAT).
OMG I just found that Georgetown offers this program: " Biohazardous Threat Agents & Emerging Infectious Diseases".... totally my ideal graduate program! *cries at how expensive the program is....*
I hate not knowing what to do with my life.
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Date: 2010-02-16 10:46 am (UTC)staying here and working at BEI again oh god noI wanna go!! (Do they teach in English?)
You should pick up Singlish just for the fun of it! It'd be so hilarious for a random white girl to speak Singlish.
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Date: 2010-02-16 10:51 am (UTC)I've even talked to my old boss about getting a temp job *CRIES BITTERLY WITH DESPAIR*!THEY DO! But they only have programs in certain things (mostly science, oddly enough...), see here.
Totally. I'll be all "ok-la"-ing all over the place! Actually I already kinda say that, because of Chinese... they say OK拉 a lot.
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Date: 2010-02-16 11:01 am (UTC)Aww, I'm so sorry for you!!Hmm, I don't know if they have anything for me. Unless I wanted to do history. Ugh.
Well then you'll have to pick up some other things, to distinguish yourself as a proud speaker of Singlish!
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Date: 2010-02-16 11:04 am (UTC)Thanks! I'd only be working for like, three months, but that makes me want to kill myselfApparently there's free schools in Scotland, and Brazil too. And CHEAP schools in Germany, France, and Canada (like under $1000 a semester or year). WE NEED TO GO THERE.
Just saying "la" at the end of every sentence should make it singlish-ey enough!